Sruthakirti Writes

The Mulberry Tree, That stood near the gate, Which was my pride, Was nowhere to be found, 'See that tree? That's mine', That's how I used to brag about it, The Times I have sat under it, And Cried, And gossiped with friends, The fruits I had consumed, Where is that place now? Now that I'm back, The house, The soil, Everything feels different, Is that how all feels, When their childhood ends? The house seems small, The soil dirty, Guess I have outgrown them, My childhood.

Morning Dew went through my hair, The cold wind touched my face, I went back to the place where I had so much memories, And it all ached my heart so much more, The times I cried under my blanket, The times I cried in the washroom, The times I pretended everything is fine, And this is me, Celebrating that time, Smiling through the pain. ~SRUTHAKIRTI M

It is said that some people are to stay, And some are just visitors, And I know this, And I have experienced this, But never did it hurt me like this, Isolation never gave me panic attacks, But now it does, To all the people who said, Kirti can fucking survive anywhere, Without anyone, Believe me, I am trying to prove you right, I'm trying hard to keep it together, But why does these people ignoring me is bothering me,  I don't know, It is said that some people are to stay, And some are just visitors, And I know this, But what if the one you thought was there to stay, Left you high and dry.

The endless blue sea, Lying in front of me, Something that isn't fully seen, Is my love for him the same? Just as the sight of sea, Brings calmness to my soul, His sight quickens my heart, Yet I still compare them both, The waves that add beauty to the sea, The curls of his hair add to his beauty, The divine blue waves washing against the sand, Soothes my eyes, And so does the sight of him in black, The waves crashing against each other, Soothes my ears, And so does his voice A sea of endless blue before my eyes,  Its vastness stretches far beyond my sight, A world of wonders,  mysteries and sighs,  That fills my heart with wonder and delight. The waves that dance upon its tranquil face,  Like diamonds in the sun,  they glisten bright,  And all around me,  I can feel the grace,  Of this majestic force that's full of might. The wind that blows across its vast expanse,  Whispers secrets of the world below,  Of creatures strange...