Here I am once again, Trying to resolve all those feelings, That have been inside me, For too long. Remembering those yesteryears, What was that made me yours? Was it your mismatched shoes? Or that turquoise hoodie? Did it hurt me, When I saw you hold her hand? No, When I saw her with someone? Maybe, When I saw you crying by the stairs? A lot. How badly I wanted to hug you that day, But what made me hesitate? Pull myself back, The fear of losing you? Or our friendship? ~Sruthakirti.M